Children of Christ

Thursday, December 1, 2011

BEA day 5 Thoughts on becoming

Happy birthday to my father who is now the age of 51! I love you dad!

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My poor little brother is has been sick since yesterday evening. My youngest brother was sick as well, but he is a chunk of meat and handled that in 2 hours.
The poor wee brother I have has always been long and lean, and unfortunately that makes it harder for him to cope with the flu.

I went sledding with Gwenea today.

Lately I have been thinking about what I really personally want to do with my life. I have always been incredibly confused with my character. I care to much for others, yet I am not afraid to speak out. I must have the last word, but then I have a breakdown and cry because I have hurt someones feelings.

I really am afraid that if I am spontaneous or step out of line that I will be judged to cruelly to make a comeback. I have a very very strange personality.

Oh my gosh this isn't even a real blog post...
Better tomorrow..
That is a promise..

3 comments:

  1. Ah, sledding is so fun! Especially when doing it with a friend.

    I'm glad to know someone else is on the same bridge. I'm having a hard time figuring out who I really am. Unfortunately, I totally blew it. Got any walls nearby that won't break down if I pound my head against them? Yep, that's how I've been feeling lately.
    *Starts mumbling "Stupid, stupid me"*

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  2. haha.. Well I don't know.. Would my wall work? hmm we may have to re-enforce it with some concrete.

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